Tired tired tired
I am so tired.
I need change.
I feel like I’m running around in circles.
-keep applying to pharmacies
-pay off bills (insurance, registration, credit card)
-TRY not to spend so much in NY
-work work work
-save save save $$$$
-try not to eat out as much and use my credit card as much
-shop for only things i really need.
gna work hard for what i want.
I know I have friends and people who love and care about me but I still feel so alone.
A lot of times I feel like I have no one to talk about how I really feel, well probably because before I can even say anything I just cry instead. And also because there is just so much on my mind I don’t know where to begin. So I’m left alone with thousands of thoughts floating in my head.
It’s not all bad all the time, but when things do start to get rocky that’s when I breakdown. That’s when I feel so helpless and small. That’s when my chest tightens and its hard to breathe.
Then as things slow down and when I’m caught up with the busyness of life that’s when its ok. I get to forget about it for a little bit and go on with my day.
I just hate how I feel like I have to carry the world on my shoulders, its so overwhelming. I wish things were different and that it wasn’t just me left alone having to deal with all of this, but I guess that’s just how it has to be.
My sweetheart and I love this quote. <3
one of my favorites :]
Just Taylor Rice
i usually dont like facial hair.
but he is the only exception.
10 HIMYM Original Concepts That I Love - The Yellow Umbrella Meme
me at invisible shield lakewood mall. looooooooooool